Tuesday, January 19, 2010

NGALAT

Minggu lepas aku dapat panggilan dari umi yang tok bit aku ataupun tok wan.Bit tu singkatan dari ABIT..Dimasukkan ke icu sebab terjatuh semasa bangun dari katil.aku pun terus mohon cuti selama 10hari.umi aku cakap yg tok bit aku ada 50-50 untuk hidup,sebab ada pndarahan dlm otak.aku berharap dapat berjumpa dengan tok bit..bila sampai di hospital alor setar,tok bit masih koma..Tok bit sekarang hanya bergantung pada alat bantuan hayat saja.Doktor telah panggil semua adik beradik umi.dan minta berbincang adakah mahu membuka alat bantuan tu..mulanya umi aku x setuju dengan cadangan tu,tapi dipujuk umi aku setuju dengan tindakan tu..sebelum tu aku dan abang masuk wad icu tu,bila tengok memang sedih sangat tambah pula abang aku ni dijaga oleh tok bit masa kecil dulu..Pada esok pagi bila doktor buka alat bantuan tu,keputusan memang terkejut.Tok bit dapat bernafas dengan elok..Aku betul bersyukur pada ILAHI sebab memanjangkan lagi hayat tok bit..Doktor kata ini memang luar biasa.2ari kemudian tok bit dipindahkan ke wad biasa.aku dan abang aku akan menjaga tok bit dari pkul 7mlm hingga 8pagi.selama 3mlm aku dan abang menjaga.melihat keadaan tok bit bertambah elok aku pun pulang ke kl pada ahad..Melihat keadaan tok bit memang aku jangka akan elok..Tapi pada 18hb012010 pukul 11pagi abang aku telefon dan beritahu yang tok bit telah meninggal dunia..Aku terus terbayang muka tok bit,berlinang air mata.Aku ambil cuti lagi dan barharap dapat melihat muka tok bit kali yg terakhir,tapi aku gagal juga..Tok bit dikebumi pada pukul 9mlm.Masa perjalanan ke arau perlis memang aku bawa kereta over limit harap dapat menatap muka tok bit..Memang aku ngalat betul.Pagi tadi aku kekubur tok bit,xdapat menahan air mata ini..Aku menangis sebab x dapat nak turunkan tok bit untuk keliang lahad.Umi aku datang untuk menenangkan aku..Dan aku terus beredar dan berkata"ATAN PI DULU YE TOK BIT,TOK BIT DOK LA DGN TENANG KAT SINI..NANTI ADA MASA KITA JUMPA LAGI" SEMOGA TOK BIT AKAN DITEMPATKAN ORANG2 YANG BERIMAN

17 comments:

bastard united said...

takziah buat kamu and keluarga kamu bro.

pumpkin said...

sabar je la bro....dah takdir tok bit...ALLAH lbh syg dia....bro kena kuatkan semangat ke....aku dah lalui tu semua....

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